I love you, I always have.
Hold my hand like you love me, because u are the one I do not want to let go.
How could I sound happy;
When I am all shattered inside
I wondered if I ever crossed your mind.
And this is the answer to your question; why?
This tugging in my heart,
A feeling I just can’t explain.
The questions, I wonder,
This mystery, I ponder.
What am I to you?
A friend? A companion?
Do I mean anything to you?
A crush? A lover?
Many nights I just stay up wondering?
Am I on you mind as you sleep.
Or am I deluding myself,
that I have ur heart to keep.
Oh what irony this is!
Each time I reach out for you,
I drift further away.
Till all I can see are tears on my face.
Each time I stand beside you,
I scream your name, telling you that I love you,
Yet these words overwhelms at my throat,
In fear of rejection, this painful fate.
All I need is a sign,
To end these doubts of who am I.
Because to me,
There is only you and I.